...speechless

Speechless means speechless...

I say speechless when there's quite a mess happenedre

Hard to sleep, I just get 2 hours sleeping lastnight

It was one of the restless night I've ever felt

Moment where I really need to discover myself between this mess

This morning, I leave my blanket undone 

for the first time in this recent years

Too tired to wake up, and still restless...

Realizing there will be nothing could possibly changed

and those painful will stay for a quite long time

long...long..time...