...get well soon Grandfather #selfdesperation

Grandfather went to the hospital yesterday
so sad of seeing him sick...
his glucoses decreased up to more than 50 % under minimum standard (40-50 from 80)

thank's got, today he got better...

the pathethic thing is...
realizing, am the only one who responsible for my grany and grandy and my younger brother as well, it's a bit hard...

plan to have overseas travelling...school abroad...
how could I leave them in the situation like this..?
let say, I achieve it, living abroad and be happy...
what about my grany or grandy needs my help, I wont be there...whereas they need me around...

Hiks...
do I have to burry all my dreams ?
but hey, God always have the best for his people, right?

I always pray for the best...